With only 8 days to go, there’s not much that will make a difference now. All I really need to do is not get sick and not injured. Oh, and stay confident…
So what makes a girl who supposedly “loves running” and is “deliriously excited” about seeing what she’s made of in New York, skip her 20 minute confidence boosting fun run for a day in bed with bad movies, beer and Ben and Jerrys?!!!
It’s a ridiculous, embarrassing and completely illogical. And yet here I am, treading a well worn pattern of self sabotage.
Grrr!!! Aren’t I supposed to have grown out of this by now?